I feel like I am drowning...no I think I'm beyond that point. There's this little demon in my head that tells me everyday that I should just quit going to school if it causes me this much stress. Despite how appealing that might sound I keep willing myself to endure the end well. I truly enjoy what I do but not when I have deadlines, and so much pressure. Paul and I probably won't say so much as three words to each other aside from Thanksgiving day till the end of a semester. I'm at the piano and he is endlessly at our kitchen table doing something that I won't even try to understand. Not to mention the endless headache that accompanies such work. So I decided in my efforts to minimize my anxiety I would get everything down on paper so to speak. It's better there than in my head where it causes so much pain.You may at this point wonder why I posted this picture. Probably because it makes me happy. It reminds me of a semester void of stress and having endless time with Paul. I embrace the thought of Christmas break!!!
On a happier note some of you may have heard about Paul's intership. After many interviews and resume work Paul was offered an internship in Texas. I am so proud of him and all the work he has done, and I couldn't be happier to take a semester or two off to enjoy the sun and the beautiful area of Houston.