I feel like I am drowning...no I think I'm beyond that point. There's this little demon in my head that tells me everyday that I should just quit going to school if it causes me this much stress. Despite how appealing that might sound I keep willing myself to endure the end well. I truly enjoy what I do but not when I have deadlines, and so much pressure. Paul and I probably won't say so much as three words to each other aside from Thanksgiving day till the end of a semester. I'm at the piano and he is endlessly at our kitchen table doing something that I won't even try to understand. Not to mention the endless headache that accompanies such work. So I decided in my efforts to minimize my anxiety I would get everything down on paper so to speak. It's better there than in my head where it causes so much pain.You may at this point wonder why I posted this picture. Probably because it makes me happy. It reminds me of a semester void of stress and having endless time with Paul. I embrace the thought of Christmas break!!!
On a happier note some of you may have heard about Paul's intership. After many interviews and resume work Paul was offered an internship in Texas. I am so proud of him and all the work he has done, and I couldn't be happier to take a semester or two off to enjoy the sun and the beautiful area of Houston.
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I'm sorry to hear you're both so stressed! I hated seeing Ronnie so stressed when he was in school. He'd end up being at the computer for hours on end.(typing ridiculously long papers since he was an English major) Good luck to both of you! you can do it!
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